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The grass was greener
The light was brighter
Yes. It's been almost a whole year since a journal update.
Not like anyone cares. Except me, I suppose.
It's been a crazy year; but things seem to have settled down. I imagine I will be able to upload some new photos very soon.
Till then,
Well met again
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The light was brighter
Yes. It's been almost a whole year since a journal update.
Not like anyone cares. Except me, I suppose.
It's been a crazy year; but things seem to have settled down. I imagine I will be able to upload some new photos very soon.
Till then,
Well met again
isilien
***
Admin of
Schools
Proud member of
Watch these:
enayla rain1man kerembeyit foureyes perkan timshinn73 Gold-Seven mellon asymons Elvire foreverdelayed papermoose x-horizon fatihkilic idolwild ukitakumuki Zen-Master melihturer bittertaste erdalkinaci
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Sun and stars
Sunday.
What a great name to call a day. It had been a long time since I've felt really happy and content with my life and Sundays have especially been dark and depressing for me. But today is not so.
It was a perfectly normal day though, mind you. I did not even get out of the house. I did not have great adventures under the warmth of the winter sun by the seaside. No no... I did very mundane things. I had a huge breakfast with my family, I did homework, I listened to music, I sang at the top of my lungs in the shower -and probably irritated the neighbors horribly-, I ate chocolate with mint and drank dark coffee and I watched a movie.
I
Odi et amo
I hate and I love
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For one moment, I let my guard down and life engulfs me in its glory and I am blinded by its wonders, breathless with happiness, intoxicated with love.
Inevitably, it lets me down hard and I am, once again, reminded of my humanity, that I am not invincible and almighty.
But life is memories. Either good or bad.
And memories become reality, reality becomes a dream. And the dream lasts forever.
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Swallowed in the Sea
My hellish final exams have just started; but all I can think of is how beautiful the reflections on the library's pool are.
I can be distracted like that sometimes.
And I feel tired, really, really tired. Feel like I could sleep for the next 10 years or so... My dreams are filled with strolls on the beach, deep dives into the ocean and big adventures on the sea.
How can anyone expect me to learn about Turing Machines when all I want to think about is whether sky diving or kite-surfing is more fun?
Seriously.
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Memories, dreams and death
I often think about my earliest memory.
Mind you, it's nothing fancy. I am sitting at a round table and eating spinach from a small bowl. That's it.
I've often wondered if it was a real memory or just a dream. Though, when I described it to my mother, she confirmed that, yes indeed, we used to have a kitchen with a round white table and yes I used to eat spinach from a small green plastic bowl, in fact it was one my favorite meals and it was all before we moved from the city I was born, long before I should probably remember...
Now I am wondering... What will be my last memory? What will I be thinking of when I finally come to the end of a
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