isilien

The grass was greener The light was brighter Yes. It's been almost a whole year since a journal update. Not like anyone cares. Except me, I suppose. It's been a crazy year; but things seem to have settled down. I imagine I will be able to upload some new photos very soon. Till then, Well met again :heart: isilien (https://www.deviantart.com/isilien) *** Admin of ~SaintJoseph (https://www.deviantart.com/saintjoseph) Schools :iconSaintJoseph:  :iconsabanciuniv: Proud member of :iconturkiye:  :iconataturk-gencligi:  :iconataturkcu-dusunce:  :icontolkien:  :iconistanbul-shots:  :iconcanakkale:  :iconadvertisement:  :iconrednails: Watch these: enayla (https://www.deviantart.com/enayla)  rain1man (https://www.deviantart.com/rain1man)  kerembeyit (https://www.deviantart.com/kerembeyit)  foureyes (https://www.deviantart.com/foureyes)

Sunday. What a great name to call a day. It had been a long time since I've felt really happy and content with my life and Sundays have especially been dark and depressing for me. But today is not so. It was a perfectly normal day though, mind you. I did not even get out of the house. I did not have great adventures under the warmth of the winter sun by the seaside. No no... I did very mundane things. I had a huge breakfast with my family, I did homework, I listened to music, I sang at the top of my lungs in the shower -and probably irritated the neighbors horribly-, I ate chocolate with mint and drank dark coffee and I watched a movie. I

I hate and I love *** For one moment, I let my guard down and life engulfs me in its glory and I am blinded by its wonders, breathless with happiness, intoxicated with love. Inevitably, it lets me down hard and I am, once again, reminded of my humanity, that I am not invincible and almighty. But life is memories. Either good or bad. And memories become reality, reality becomes a dream. And the dream lasts forever. *** Admin of ~SaintJoseph (https://www.deviantart.com/saintjoseph) Schools :iconSaintJoseph:  :iconsabanciuniv: Proud member of :iconturkiye:  :iconataturk-gencligi:  :iconataturkcu-dusunce:  :icontolkien:  :iconistanbul-shots:  :iconcanakkale:  :iconadvertis